Over the last year there has been a lot of people in my life who've died. And none of the circumstances surrounding any of the deaths were very good. Cancer, murder, absolutely no fucking reason, overdose, I know you see where I am going with this.
So I decided to do a mix for one of them this week. I just needed to put something out into the clouds of the internets so that he won't be forgotten. Partially, because I was more concerned for my other people who were dealing with it in very harsh ways. It was like being violated for them. Mostly, because I am still in denial of the fact he's gone. I know it's silly, but as much as I know he's dead, he's not. I feel like it's still some cosmic joke. I didn't go to the vigil. I didn't go to the second line. I just am not ready to have him be gone. It makes me selfish and a total bitch but I can't help it. I just keep thinking about fun silly sad heart felt touching moments. Yep, so this is my mix, for my friend, who I am not dealing with being dead. Yep. I'm an asshole. But at least I'm being honest.
So in light of all the info I just spouted off. This is a mix with a title. It's called "We The People". Enjoy.
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