Showing posts with label death. Show all posts
Showing posts with label death. Show all posts

Saturday, July 16, 2011

The Story of this week's mix.

Over the last year there has been a lot of people in my life who've died.  And none of the circumstances surrounding any of the deaths were very good.  Cancer, murder, absolutely no fucking reason, overdose, I know you see where I am going with this. 

So I decided to do a mix for one of them this week.  I just needed to put something out into the clouds of the internets so that he won't be forgotten. Partially, because I was more concerned for my other people who were dealing with it in very harsh ways.  It was like being violated for them.  Mostly, because I am still in denial of the fact he's gone.  I know it's silly, but as much as I know he's dead, he's not.  I feel like it's still some cosmic joke.  I didn't go to the vigil.  I didn't go to the second line.  I just am not ready to have him be gone.  It makes me selfish and a total bitch but I can't help it.  I just keep thinking about fun silly sad heart felt touching moments.  Yep, so this is my mix, for my friend, who I am not dealing with being dead.  Yep.  I'm an asshole.  But at least I'm being honest.

So in light of all the info I just spouted off.  This is a mix with a title.  It's called "We The People".  Enjoy.